WELL . . . I certainly never would have thought I’d post these photos, or at least in real time but here we are. Current weight: 126ish. Bloated. Distended. In Pain. I feel terrible.
Not only physically, because it’s incredibly uncomfortable to be in this current state of my body, but also mentally because it’s incredibly uncomfortable to be in this current state of my body.
Here I am.
I have my follow up appointment with Erin, my RDN, this evening. I’m hoping to get a little more restrictive (to include macro counting) until I can get myself under control.
I don’t believe in any way that I am overeating on calories, but I believe my body isn’t utilizing what I am eating properly? A lot of what goes through my head and onto paper is speculation and I have no real answers to any of my questions. sigh.
Here we are. Day who cares out of however many days it’ll take to feel better.